ugh
It doesnt matter how well wires are concealed or hidden or tucked away. my stupid self will find them all and find some way to trip over them, unplugging them from the walls or bringing whatever their connected to toppling over.
Here We Go…
I don’t know why i feel like sharing this but i do. I suppose it’s because this memory came back to me after so many years after being locked away.
Back then in the Kindergarten i attended in Walnut Creek, i had a talent show in which all of us 5-year-olds had to present something. And keep in mind when i was 5, this was in 1998-1999. And keeping up with the times and me having the random curious interests that i did, i was a HUGE fan on N’sync. I owned two of their albums and played that shiz ALL the time at home.
Anyways, i decided to lip sync to N’sync’s “Here We Go.” I thought it was a great idea at first, because i thought i was - ahem - ballin’ at singing and dancing - ‘cause i did it all the time; however, once the day came and i began to perform i was super nervous and embarrassed. I just wanted it to be over. It wasn’t just embarrassment coming from my peers and my teacher but from all the parents that were watching as well.
As i evidently struggled in front of eager eyes, my 1 year old brother comes toddling over from where my parents were standing and interrupts my routine, coming up to me to hug me and dance as well. On the surface i was scolding him childishly to “go away” and that he was “messing this up.” And because of his interruption, I decided I was done. But in reality, I couldn’t have loved my brother more. I was looking at him from within with eyes of love and admiration, saying my non-verbal, “thanks for saving me.”
I love you, Rylan.
Kendrick Lamar, Pharrell, Mac Miller & Busta Rhymes in the studio (New)
Hit in the making?
dang, lookin forward to whatever song was made there.

Hello tharrrr!!!




